Just a quick note to those I am currently working with on joint projects…
I’m sure by now you have noticed that my schedule is a little… “off”. I promise that is all it is. I am very dedicated to what we are doing and very excited to be working with you all. So I feel I owe you all an explanation as to why I am in and out and unreachable from time to time…
I have A LOT of health issues:
- Rapid cycling bi-polar disorder
- Panic with agoraphobia
- Chronic fatigue
- Dissociative identity disorder
- ADD (file says adhd for some reason)
- Sleep apnea
- Angina and heart palpitations
- Chronic migraine clusters with aura
- Neuropathy in feet and hands
- Neck and back pain from a fall years back that twisted my pelvic bone
- Pinched nerves in my left shoulder, elbow, neck, and wrist
…. Just to name a few things. And am on some pretty heavy duty meds…
Again, just to name a few… So yeah. Some people (including my doctor) wonder how I function at all, I know that I am on a mission from God and that when it is needed, he is my strength.
I VERY RARELY leave my house, so if you are trying to get ahold of me and can’t, chances are I’m in, or recovering from a body crash. Don’t know why my body is this way but when I’m awake I don’t want to sleep and when I’m asleep I don’t want to wake up. So my “norm” is up for 24-48 hours then down for 18-36. I have no way of knowing when I am going to fall asleep, but when I do, there is just no waking me. But over the years I have learned to make this work to my advantage.
I’m a very open person, you can ask me anything about anything, and I can back everything I say. Life is short as is, and with my health issues there is no time for lies and head games. Which is why I am letting you all in on my issues now… I don’t want there to be any question as to my intent or dedication… sometimes I just shut down and I can’t always control it, but I ALWAYS come back!
❤ ❤ ❤