Just a quick note to those I am currently working with on joint projects…

I’m sure by now you have noticed that my schedule is a little… “off”. I promise that is all it is. I am very dedicated to what we are doing and very excited to be working with you all. So I feel I owe you all an explanation as to why I am in and out and unreachable from time to time…

I have A LOT of health issues:

  • Rapid cycling bi-polar disorder
  • Anxiety
  • Panic with agoraphobia
  • Chronic fatigue
  • PTSD
  • Dissociative identity disorder
  • ADD (file says adhd for some reason)
  • Sleep apnea
  • Diabetes
  • Hypertension
  • Angina and heart palpitations
  • Chronic migraine clusters with aura
  • Neuropathy in feet and hands
  • Neck and back pain from a fall years back that twisted my pelvic bone
  • Pinched nerves in my left shoulder, elbow, neck, and wrist

…. Just to name a few things. And am on some pretty heavy duty meds…

  • Lithium
  • Paxil
  • Adderall
  • Vicodin
  • Xanax
  • Valium
  • Amitriptyline
  • Topamax
  • Imitrex
  • Lantus
  • Novolog
  • Trazadone

Again, just to name a few… So yeah. Some people (including my doctor) wonder how I function at all, I know that I am on a mission from God and that when it is needed, he is my strength.

I VERY RARELY leave my house, so if you are trying to get ahold of me and can’t, chances are I’m in, or recovering from a body crash. Don’t know why my body is this way but when I’m awake I don’t want to sleep and when I’m asleep I don’t want to wake up. So my “norm” is up for 24-48 hours then down for 18-36. I have no way of knowing when I am going to fall asleep, but when I do, there is just no waking me. But over the years I have learned to make this work to my advantage.

I’m a very open person, you can ask me anything about anything, and I can back everything I say. Life is short as is, and with my health issues there is no time for lies and head games. Which is why I am letting you all in on my issues now… I don’t want there to be any question as to my intent or dedication… sometimes I just shut down and I can’t always control it, but I ALWAYS come back!

❤ ❤ ❤

Questions? Comments? Opinions? Ideas?